Today is my last day of maternity leave before I head to school. I flip-flop between being slightly sad to not have the kids around to feeling WOOHOO about not having the kids around and doing my own thing and being nervous about a bunch of stuff…
– Will I be able to cope, especially with my fatigue? It’s still a factor, and some days I get so tired it makes me cry. My other deficits come out more when I’m tired too. I’m scared that this will be a problem at school, and especially during practicum where I have to be in a high school by 7:30/8am and be there all day.
– I’m SO scared of the daycare (and kindergarten) sickness train(s). I’m scare of getting sick myself. I’m scared of having to take time away from classes/practicum to care for sick kids (or myself), and DH having to do this too. I’m scare that it’s going to go on and on and make the next few months a living hell. I’m just hoping the professors and teachers will be understanding of this.
– I’m worried about how all the logistics will work out – between my schedule changing between when I’m at classes (3 days a week I won’t get home until 7pm 😦 ) and when I’m doing practicum, and what that means for pick-up/drop-offs for the boys, which of course will be at different locations and different times. Having to make lunches, how our routines are going to change.
– Last, and probably the most important, how are the kids going to deal with all the changes? How will our family deal with all the changes?
I know once things get going and we get into our new routines, things will calm down and roll along nicely. I know that I’ll enjoy school and think it will be a fun year in that sense, and I know it will be worth it in the end, but my mind keeps going back to these worries and wondering how the next few weeks and months will go.
What are your own stories (good or bad) of going through a big transition for yourself or your family? How did you cope? Those with kids who have done daycare and then transitioned to school, was there another bout of sickness? Those with more than 1 kids, how was daycare sickness the 2nd (or more) time around?